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Friday and this weekend were great.

Friday:

The Good: Aya's Sweet16 was awesome! It was in this party hall in Staten Island. First off, I would like to say that the 60-God-only-knows, year-old DJ was flippin' awesome. Second, let me say all of my girl friends looked beautiful. I swear, when Gio, Charbel, Griffin, and I walked into the place, all of the Staten Island Tech guys were on the side, fiddling with their phones, or arbitrarily carrying out actions that would make it look like they were actually doing something worthwhile; in other words, something better than dancing. So basically, we, along with the girls were the ones that made them finally hit the dance floor lol. It was fun. OMG, the cake looked amazing. It was beautiful. Red, white and black, with a little doll on top. It looked too good to be eaten!

The Bad: Ok, here's the interesting thing that happened. Leila introduces me to her friend, whom I believe is named Liz, but I'm not sure because I overheard it from a friend. So Leila leaves us on the dance floor. Next thing I know, I'm grinding with the girl. I mean, I specifically told her I don't grind for a reason, and yet she didn't listen. So I played along. Of course I somewhat enjoyed it; I'm a guy, it's our niche lmao. Ok here's what broke my heart. Leila was dancing with Charbel and some of my other friends. That's not the big picture, because I didn't mind that at all. It was that while Liz was grinding on me, we were about a foot or less away from Leila and Charbel. I felt so bad, given my "current situation". I felt dilapidated because she wasn't even treating me like a friend. I just wanted to have a conversation or something to tell me we weren't "completey through". Yes I know we broke up a long time ago, and I know she's completely over me, but: 1) I still love her 2) We're still friends....right? I mean, I got a "Hi!", but basically nothing more. I was left to dance alone with a girl I didn't even know, who wanted nothing more than to rub up against me in front of everyone. Idk, it really hurt. I especially felt sad when they started playing all the "gushy" songs you can relate to when you have a girlfriend. You know, the ones that have lyrics like, "...look me in the eyes and tell me you love me...". But me, I didn't have a girlfriend. Nobody understands my situation. I don't want a girl to fool around with. I was...oh forget it, I'm pretty sure the whole world knows.

Saturday:
Stupidity at its finest...Charbel, Mark, Andrew, and I are walking down 86st at around 11PM, and Charbel finds, of all possible things, a mannequin head on the street. He decides to hold it by the hair, proudly publicizes it by saying, "THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND". Him and Mark then proceeded to fight over the head,while Charbel yelled, "Get off, she's mine!". Then Charbel does a layup into the garbage bin, yelling, "Ballin!", while people watched, thinking it was a real head.

Sunday:
The Good: The day started off great, beginning with us (Ashley, Andrew, and I) arriving at mass, 10 minutes before the end. Then, Grace, Andrew, Mark, Charbel, Sara, Joelle, Nick, and I hung out on 5th avenue. Then we went to Andrew's house to play some Super Smash Bros.: Brawl, and some basketball. Then we wasted time around 5th avenue...again...Then, it was off to Charbel's house. I kicked ass in COD:4. I kept beating Mark with an average kill ratio of 10:1 lol. Ok, so that was the good...Oh yeah, we also pranked called Alec.

The Bad: First off, I never understood, and will probably never understand why Sara and Joelle treat me like shit. Oh well. Besides that, I was going through my computer and I found an old chat log from after Leila and I...uhh...idk how to say it because she said we weren't really together...Oh w.e., you know what I mean. So anyways, I went over it, and realized how much of an asshole I was to her when she was just trying to help. So as awkward as it felt, I apologized to her about it. At first she didn't remember, but then when I sent her a copy, she did. She kept saying that it was ok, and that she'd been in worse arguments, but what hurt the most was when she said "and btw we were never really together so dont phrase it like that". That really, really hurt me...My day was going fine...now when I try to apologize to someone, when more line, something more than I bargained for, made me feel even worse. I already heard from Charlie that one of Leila's cousins, whom I know, told her that I like her, "in a disturbing way", whatever that means. All I wanted to do was...nothing. I loved her, and I still...ok, because we're not together anymore, I'm going to just say "like". I still like her. I knew and still know that I can't get back together with her, even though, according to her, we were never together. It sucks to be me...</3

- Fred

Friday and this weekend were great.

Friday:

The Good: Aya's Sweet16 was awesome! It was in this party hall in Staten Island. First off, I would like to say that the 60-God-only-knows, year-old DJ was flippin' awesome. Second, let me say all of my girl friends looked beautiful. I swear, when Gio, Charbel, Griffin, and I walked into the place, all of the Staten Island Tech guys were on the side, fiddling with their phones, or arbitrarily carrying out actions that would make it look like they were actually doing something worthwhile; in other words, something better than dancing. So basically, we, along with the girls were the ones that made them finally hit the dance floor lol. It was fun. OMG, the cake looked amazing. It was beautiful. Red, white and black, with a little doll on top. It looked too good to be eaten!

The Bad: Ok, here's the interesting thing that happened. Leila introduces me to her friend, whom I believe is named Liz, but I'm not sure because I overheard it from a friend. So Leila leaves us on the dance floor. Next thing I know, I'm grinding with the girl. I mean, I specifically told her I don't grind for a reason, and yet she didn't listen. So I played along. Of course I somewhat enjoyed it; I'm a guy, it's our niche lmao. Ok here's what broke my heart. Leila was dancing with Charbel and some of my other friends. That's not the big picture, because I didn't mind that at all. It was that while Liz was grinding on me, we were about a foot or less away from Leila and Charbel. I felt so bad, given my "current situation". I felt dilapidated because she wasn't even treating me like a friend. I just wanted to have a conversation or something to tell me we weren't "completey through". Yes I know we broke up a long time ago, and I know she's completely over me, but: 1) I still love her 2) We're still friends....right? I mean, I got a "Hi!", but basically nothing more. I was left to dance alone with a girl I didn't even know, who wanted nothing more than to rub up against me in front of everyone. Idk, it really hurt. I especially felt sad when they started playing all the "gushy" songs you can relate to when you have a girlfriend. You know, the ones that have lyrics like, "...look me in the eyes and tell me you love me...". But me, I didn't have a girlfriend. Nobody understands my situation. I don't want a girl to fool around with. I was...oh forget it, I'm pretty sure the whole world knows.

Saturday:
Stupidity at its finest...Charbel, Mark, Andrew, and I are walking down 86st at around 11PM, and Charbel finds, of all possible things, a mannequin head on the street. He decides to hold it by the hair, proudly publicizes it by saying, "THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND". Him and Mark then proceeded to fight over the head,while Charbel yelled, "Get off, she's mine!". Then Charbel does a layup into the garbage bin, yelling, "Ballin!", while people watched, thinking it was a real head.

Sunday:
The Good: The day started off great, beginning with us (Ashley, Andrew, and I) arriving at mass, 10 minutes before the end. Then, Grace, Andrew, Mark, Charbel, Sara, Joelle, Nick, and I hung out on 5th avenue. Then we went to Andrew's house to play some Super Smash Bros.: Brawl, and some basketball. Then we wasted time around 5th avenue...again...Then, it was off to Charbel's house. I kicked ass in COD:4. I kept beating Mark with an average kill ratio of 10:1 lol. Ok, so that was the good...Oh yeah, we also pranked called Alec.

The Bad: First off, I never understood, and will probably never understand why Sara and Joelle treat me like shit. Oh well. Besides that, I was going through my computer and I found an old chat log from after Leila and I...uhh...idk how to say it because she said we weren't really together...Oh w.e., you know what I mean. So anyways, I went over it, and realized how much of an asshole I was to her when she was just trying to help. So as awkward as it felt, I apologized to her about it. At first she didn't remember, but then when I sent her a copy, she did. She kept saying that it was ok, and that she'd been in worse arguments, but what hurt the most was when she said "and btw we were never really together so dont phrase it like that". That really, really hurt me...My day was going fine...now when I try to apologize to someone, when more line, something more than I bargained for, made me feel even worse. I already heard from Charlie that one of Leila's cousins, whom I know, told her that I like her, "in a disturbing way", whatever that means. All I wanted to do was...nothing. I loved her, and I still...ok, because we're not together anymore, I'm going to just say "like". I still like her. I knew and still know that I can't get back together with her, even though, according to her, we were never together. It sucks to be me...</3

- Fred

Friday and this weekend were great.

Friday:

The Good: Aya's Sweet16 was awesome! It was in this party hall in Staten Island. First off, I would like to say that the 60-God-only-knows, year-old DJ was flippin' awesome. Second, let me say all of my girl friends looked beautiful. I swear, when Gio, Charbel, Griffin, and I walked into the place, all of the Staten Island Tech guys were on the side, fiddling with their phones, or arbitrarily carrying out actions that would make it look like they were actually doing something worthwhile; in other words, something better than dancing. So basically, we, along with the girls were the ones that made them finally hit the dance floor lol. It was fun. OMG, the cake looked amazing. It was beautiful. Red, white and black, with a little doll on top. It looked too good to be eaten!

The Bad: Ok, here's the interesting thing that happened. Leila introduces me to her friend, whom I believe is named Liz, but I'm not sure because I overheard it from a friend. So Leila leaves us on the dance floor. Next thing I know, I'm grinding with the girl. I mean, I specifically told her I don't grind for a reason, and yet she didn't listen. So I played along. Of course I somewhat enjoyed it; I'm a guy, it's our niche lmao. Ok here's what broke my heart. Leila was dancing with Charbel and some of my other friends. That's not the big picture, because I didn't mind that at all. It was that while Liz was grinding on me, we were about a foot or less away from Leila and Charbel. I felt so bad, given my "current situation". I felt dilapidated because she wasn't even treating me like a friend. I just wanted to have a conversation or something to tell me we weren't "completey through". Yes I know we broke up a long time ago, and I know she's completely over me, but: 1) I still love her 2) We're still friends....right? I mean, I got a "Hi!", but basically nothing more. I was left to dance alone with a girl I didn't even know, who wanted nothing more than to rub up against me in front of everyone. Idk, it really hurt. I especially felt sad when they started playing all the "gushy" songs you can relate to when you have a girlfriend. You know, the ones that have lyrics like, "...look me in the eyes and tell me you love me...". But me, I didn't have a girlfriend. Nobody understands my situation. I don't want a girl to fool around with. I was...oh forget it, I'm pretty sure the whole world knows.

Saturday:
Stupidity at its finest...Charbel, Mark, Andrew, and I are walking down 86st at around 11PM, and Charbel finds, of all possible things, a mannequin head on the street. He decides to hold it by the hair, proudly publicizes it by saying, "THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND". Him and Mark then proceeded to fight over the head,while Charbel yelled, "Get off, she's mine!". Then Charbel does a layup into the garbage bin, yelling, "Ballin!", while people watched, thinking it was a real head.

Sunday:
The Good: The day started off great, beginning with us (Ashley, Andrew, and I) arriving at mass, 10 minutes before the end. Then, Grace, Andrew, Mark, Charbel, Sara, Joelle, Nick, and I hung out on 5th avenue. Then we went to Andrew's house to play some Super Smash Bros.: Brawl, and some basketball. Then we wasted time around 5th avenue...again...Then, it was off to Charbel's house. I kicked ass in COD:4. I kept beating Mark with an average kill ratio of 10:1 lol. Ok, so that was the good...Oh yeah, we also pranked called Alec.

The Bad: First off, I never understood, and will probably never understand why Sara and Joelle treat me like shit. Oh well. Besides that, I was going through my computer and I found an old chat log from after Leila and I...uhh...idk how to say it because she said we weren't really together...Oh w.e., you know what I mean. So anyways, I went over it, and realized how much of an asshole I was to her when she was just trying to help. So as awkward as it felt, I apologized to her about it. At first she didn't remember, but then when I sent her a copy, she did. She kept saying that it was ok, and that she'd been in worse arguments, but what hurt the most was when she said "and btw we were never really together so dont phrase it like that". That really, really hurt me...My day was going fine...now when I try to apologize to someone, when more line, something more than I bargained for, made me feel even worse. I already heard from Charlie that one of Leila's cousins, whom I know, told her that I like her, "in a disturbing way", whatever that means. All I wanted to do was...nothing. I loved her, and I still...ok, because we're not together anymore, I'm going to just say "like". I still like her. I knew and still know that I can't get back together with her, even though, according to her, we were never together. It sucks to be me...</3

- Fred

Friday and this weekend were great.

Friday:

The Good: Aya's Sweet16 was awesome! It was in this party hall in Staten Island. First off, I would like to say that the 60-God-only-knows, year-old DJ was flippin' awesome. Second, let me say all of my girl friends looked beautiful. I swear, when Gio, Charbel, Griffin, and I walked into the place, all of the Staten Island Tech guys were on the side, fiddling with their phones, or arbitrarily carrying out actions that would make it look like they were actually doing something worthwhile; in other words, something better than dancing. So basically, we, along with the girls were the ones that made them finally hit the dance floor lol. It was fun. OMG, the cake looked amazing. It was beautiful. Red, white and black, with a little doll on top. It looked too good to be eaten!

The Bad: Ok, here's the interesting thing that happened. Leila introduces me to her friend, whom I believe is named Liz, but I'm not sure because I overheard it from a friend. So Leila leaves us on the dance floor. Next thing I know, I'm grinding with the girl. I mean, I specifically told her I don't grind for a reason, and yet she didn't listen. So I played along. Of course I somewhat enjoyed it; I'm a guy, it's our niche lmao. Ok here's what broke my heart. Leila was dancing with Charbel and some of my other friends. That's not the big picture, because I didn't mind that at all. It was that while Liz was grinding on me, we were about a foot or less away from Leila and Charbel. I felt so bad, given my "current situation". I felt dilapidated because she wasn't even treating me like a friend. I just wanted to have a conversation or something to tell me we weren't "completey through". Yes I know we broke up a long time ago, and I know she's completely over me, but: 1) I still love her 2) We're still friends....right? I mean, I got a "Hi!", but basically nothing more. I was left to dance alone with a girl I didn't even know, who wanted nothing more than to rub up against me in front of everyone. Idk, it really hurt. I especially felt sad when they started playing all the "gushy" songs you can relate to when you have a girlfriend. You know, the ones that have lyrics like, "...look me in the eyes and tell me you love me...". But me, I didn't have a girlfriend. Nobody understands my situation. I don't want a girl to fool around with. I was...oh forget it, I'm pretty sure the whole world knows.

Saturday:
Stupidity at its finest...Charbel, Mark, Andrew, and I are walking down 86st at around 11PM, and Charbel finds, of all possible things, a mannequin head on the street. He decides to hold it by the hair, proudly publicizes it by saying, "THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND". Him and Mark then proceeded to fight over the head,while Charbel yelled, "Get off, she's mine!". Then Charbel does a layup into the garbage bin, yelling, "Ballin!", while people watched, thinking it was a real head.

Sunday:
The Good: The day started off great, beginning with us (Ashley, Andrew, and I) arriving at mass, 10 minutes before the end. Then, Grace, Andrew, Mark, Charbel, Sara, Joelle, Nick, and I hung out on 5th avenue. Then we went to Andrew's house to play some Super Smash Bros.: Brawl, and some basketball. Then we wasted time around 5th avenue...again...Then, it was off to Charbel's house. I kicked ass in COD:4. I kept beating Mark with an average kill ratio of 10:1 lol. Ok, so that was the good...Oh yeah, we also pranked called Alec.

The Bad: First off, I never understood, and will probably never understand why Sara and Joelle treat me like shit. Oh well. Besides that, I was going through my computer and I found an old chat log from after Leila and I...uhh...idk how to say it because she said we weren't really together...Oh w.e., you know what I mean. So anyways, I went over it, and realized how much of an asshole I was to her when she was just trying to help. So as awkward as it felt, I apologized to her about it. At first she didn't remember, but then when I sent her a copy, she did. She kept saying that it was ok, and that she'd been in worse arguments, but what hurt the most was when she said "and btw we were never really together so dont phrase it like that". That really, really hurt me...My day was going fine...now when I try to apologize to someone, when more line, something more than I bargained for, made me feel even worse. I already heard from Charlie that one of Leila's cousins, whom I know, told her that I like her, "in a disturbing way", whatever that means. All I wanted to do was...nothing. I loved her, and I still...ok, because we're not together anymore, I'm going to just say "like". I still like her. I knew and still know that I can't get back together with her, even though, according to her, we were never together. It sucks to be me...</3

- Fred